November 2009
4 posts
Life’s a bitch and so are you.
Here’s some flowers, I hope you die too.
Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me let me know when you’ve posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.
1. I’m a guy.
2. If you saw me in person, you...
Brutal.
Ruthless.
Love.
That’s us.
Brutal.
Ruthless.
Love.
In the wild,
They cannot be hushed.
They will not be silenced.
Not one person can quiet the sound.
This uproar is grim.
So beastly, we run.
But no one can escape.
Not a single soul.
Because we are the wild
And you can’t escape.
You can’t.
October 2009
5 posts
Miniature Tigers - Hot Venom
Her venom makes me strong.
Stronger than I am on my own.
Before too long, I’ll wake up to it gone. Wondering how I ever was happy.
Hot venom is mixin’ with my blood.
I can feel it on my fingers and taste it on her tongue. It feels so good to fall in love with you.
Eric Benet - Spend My Life With You
Can I just see you every morning when.
I open my eyes.
Can I just feel your heart beating beside me.
Every night.
Can we just feel this way together.
Till the end of all time.
Can I just spend my life with you.
The Postal Service - Sleeping In
Last week I had the strangest dream,
Where everything was exactly how it seemed.
Don’t wake me I plan on sleeping.
Don’t wake me I plan on sleeping in.
Don’t wake me I plan on sleeping.
Don’t wake me I plan on sleeping in.
Love.
One of the hardest things to give away.
One of the hardest thing to take away.
One of the hardest things to fix.
If strong enough,
One of the hardest things to break.
And I know our love is strong enough.
Nothing can break us.
We’ll make it.
I’m scared.
I’m empty.
I’m alone.
I’m cold.
I’m empty.
I’m alone.
I’m tired.
I’m empty.
I’m alone.
I’m human.
I’m empty.
I’m alone.
I’m in love
I’m empty.
I’m alone.
September 2009
4 posts
I’m still broken.
No matter how many good times.
No matter how many laughs.
I’m still broken.
Just please, oh please
Take me once again.
Fix this broken heart.
Mend these broken dreams.
I don’t want you to leave me.
I’m alone.
I’m tired.
I’m scared.
Scared.
Scared shitless.
Shitless I tell you.
SHITLESS
I fell for you.
And as I was falling, I broke my legs.
I shattered my bones and I know they’ll never recover.
In this hole called love, I’m left here.
You’ve moved on,
But I’m still deep in this dark hole.
I completely fell in love.
Head over heels.
I completely fell in love.
I want to get up and out
Just like you did.
Yet, sadly I know I’ll never recover.
SHIT, I HAVE NO INSPIRATION!
minema:
Show me: Hate Beauty Love Hurt Anger Laughter Fear Hope Adventure Show me everything you have. Make me feel infinite in life Or make me feel separate with the world. Let our body and soul become one with passion Or let us be apart with tears and confusion. I will endure the pain And embrace the happiness. Only one condition Show me the truth.
August 2009
27 posts
This isn’t a love story.
Stories end.
I know we won’t.
So this tale is endless,
Just like our love.
Stories end.
And this isn’t a love story.
Home isn’t where I stay.
Home is where I make it.
“Sometimes I’m scared I’ve fallen too in love with this one guy...”
– Unknown
Hands get sweaty.
Knees get weak.
Vision gets blurred.
Insides turn to applesauce.
Heart skips a beat.
Too shy to speak.
Too dumb to think.
It might be love.
Tell it to me straight.
No lies.
No worries.
No confusion.
Tell it to me straight.
Yeah, it hurts but,
Tell it to me straight.
I had enough bullshit.
Tell it to me straight.
I need inspiration.
I’m desperate.
I’ll buy it.
Please, if you have some to spare.
I need inspiration.
I’m dying.
Wish I can continue.
I need inspiration.
You: If you could take one thing back in your life, would you?
Stranger: probably no
You: Neither would I.
You: No second thoughts, No regrets
Stranger: i regret something, but thats the beauty of life...
You: Yeah.
Stranger: it would be boring if all things went right...
You: It would.
You: I never thought of it that way..
Letter: 05
Date: August 27, 2009
Dear Girl,
I think I’ll keep you forever.
Love, Boy
Letter: 04
Date: August 26, 2009
Dear Girl,
I received a letter in the mail from you. The letter contained one thing.
A I love you note.
Here’s the note
“Dear Boy,
I need you, I miss you, & most importantly I love you.”
But why am I telling you what you already sent me? SHIT, I FUCKED UP. THIS ISN’T A REAL LETTER. I’ll send another one.
I love...
Letter: 03
Date: August 23, 2009
Dear Girl,
Since you moved to (enter big city name), I can’t sleep at night, I can’t stop thinking of you, I want you, I need you. You tell me “move on” but, I tell you “I’m here to say.” You tell me “not to wait up” but, I tell you “I love you.”
Baby, I’ll ALWAYS love you and I’ll...
If it hurts this much, just kill me now.
Letter: 02
Date: August 21, 2009
Dear Girl,
You look good.
I want you.
Love, Boy.
Letter: 01
Date: August 20, 2009
Dear Girl,
I am madly in love you.
Words can’t explain how I really feel.
But what I can say is,
I love you.
Love, Boy.
I FUCKING LOVE that my life is full of regrets. No one should become what I have become. I have become a monster. I am one horrible person. I should be put to sleep for what I’ve done. YOU. will never forgive me. I can’t PLEASE anyone with what is happening. I’ll NEVER feel okay. I wish I could FORGET what you said. Those words, THAT. mouth.
Yes my life is full of regrets...
POP!
BLAM!
BANG!
DOOP!
WHAM!
ZING!
ZANG!
FLOOP!
SWOOSH!
YAPP!
WOP!
I can’t control my thoughts, SORRY!
SHIT SHIT SHIT.
Oh please.
This is just a game.
SHIT SHIT SHIT.
I fell in love.
I fell out of love.
And once again, fell again.
LOVE LOVE LOVE.
Take me.
Fuck me.
Love me.
I’m just too fake.
To love is to breathe.
To breathe is to live.
To live is to love.
I am over working and underpaid,
But I don’t mind,
The veiw is beautiful.
I stay at this shitty
Job because…
I see you everyday.
“The more I see
The less I know
But I know one thing
That I love you
I love...”
– Michael Franti and Spearhead
I yearn for that voice.
Her voice.
Your voice.
So please,
Don’t stop talking.
I yearn for your voice.
Some people wish for the “good life.”
Ha. Fuck it
I don’t need to,
I have my life.
At times it isn’t perfect.
But I am happy with what I have.
So the “good life” is just
Bullshit compaired to my life.
You should let go.
It’s unhealthy.
It’s been four fucking months.
You should let go.
The day our eyes met,
I’ll never forget.
B-E-A-U-TIFUL.
But it’s the past.
So I think it’d be better if you let go.
Let me go.
But you insist to stay.
So that day our eyes met,
You grabbed me and didn’t let go.
And the only reason
I’m telling you to leave is...
“We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain”
– Bright Eyes
Love isn’t looks, it’s love.
Love is madness.
Love is dried up tears.
Love is yelling and screaming.
Love isn’t walks on the beach.
Love isn’t sex.
Love is us.
Love is what we’ve got.
Love, I’m telling you.
LOVE.
It might take three years
Or it might take three minuetes.
I don’t know which,
But I’ll be with you and
You’ll be with me.
I can’t wait and,
Niether can you.
So I’ll try my best to come home soon.
I love you.
July 2009
54 posts
Let’s take a road trip.
You, me, and a few friends.
Let’s escape the normal.
Leave the heat.
Let us breathe different air.
Air we haven’t tasted.
And in the end, when we’re done.
Let’s skip to another town.
Another town with different air.
Air we haven’t tasted.
Relationships are scary.
Love is scary.
Just think.
What if we don’t work out?
But then again,
What if we do..
Well I think we should stop
Asking questions and
Do something about it.
No second thoughts.
No regrets.
The distance between you and I is far too great.
I think we should shorten it..
Please?
You steal everything from me.
And it’s sad because you think I don’t notice.
You should give me back all my stuff.
I know you wouldn’t even if I asked.
Because I know you love me.
The things you have stolen,
My heart,
My problems,
My heartaches,
And you always tend to take my breath away.
But there’s one thing I know you can’t take.
No one can take this,...
We didn’t choose to be together.
It was just chance.
We didn’t stay together because chance.
We are together because of work.
And no one falls out of love by chance.
It’s a choice.
**Their words.
But I twisted them just a little.
Author Unknown.
“Do all things with love.”
– Og Mandino
“Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.”
– Emily Bronte
The smiles die quickly.
The laughs fade fast.
Happiness is hardly here.
I don’t care.
The good times overpower
The bad times.
Yes, we do fight a lot but it
Doesn’t matter.
What does matter is
I love you and I want to
Spend my life with you.
We have bad times,
But we’ll get over them
Because what we have is real.
I love you.
“At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet.”
– Plato
“When love is not madness, it is not love.”
– Pedro Calderon de la Barca